i know the quality of this video isnt' the best
but its a great song and i love the band.
i'm excited for this new opportunity.
i am getting a raise.
but only slightly
and i asked about the opportunity of getting another one.
and they said it was a possibility.
and i want that i want to be amazing and i want it to work.
and so i'll hold my breath but not to long i assure you.
i feel like maybe i do get distracted.
but i do get shit done.
you know?.
andi may not be the most organized of people.
but you tell me to do something and i will do it.
almost exactly how i was showed,
and if i have three people showing me how to do something
well things can get askewed.
and thats when it blows.
but what can i do.
if you don't talk to me i don't know.
and i'm excited about where i'm headed
but i wanted so bad to reach the hotline.
fuck it all.
i'm gonna do what i can and be the best i can at what i do.
take criticism well.
and not allow myself to be yelled at for no reason.
i'll get through all of this and i'll survive.
and if i don't i'll go home.
or i won't
i'll go somewhere else.
i'm so new
and i just want the experience
its hard finding your own voice
my head thinks a certain way where i think i'm very suited for pastries.
maybe i should of gone into that to begin with
-M.
p.s.
can't wait to go home for a while.
countdown 53 days till i'm home