so i've been doing nothing but sleeping for what feels like forever.
and our electric bill came in today.
and i have no money..
which i haven't had.for a while now.
so i dunno.
he's gonna end up paying it.
and i'm either gonna pay him back or not.
i guess it depends on him.
yesterday was my day off and i did nothing absolutely nothing.
i mean i can't afford to do anything.
saving up the thirty dollars i have to my name isn't exactly easy.
i'm supposed to be put on payroll soon.
but i'm not even gonna get payed until two weeks after that.
which lets see.
if i start payroll on tuesday.
i won't get payed until the 7th of december.
fuck..
i just realized how awful the next two weeks are gonna be .
they said i don't have to come in today. and i'm not sure why.
but i said ok.
and i dunnoi just feel like what the fuck else am i supposed to do with myself.
and since they are not paying me yet what does it matter if i come in or not.
this is me being paranoid.
-m