so that is my shitty looking tonsil..

i wouldn't mind it so bad if i could breathe through my nose more proficiently.

or at least if i would start to get better.

i've reached like a plateau of crappiness

and then boom i get my period..

wtf world.

karmic retribution much?.

i feel like a fucking yo yo anymore.

i feel sleepy but i don't want to sleep

hungry but unwillling to eat.

i went to amoeba the other night.

it was nice.

i probably should of stayed in but i picked up

langhorne slim-self titled

lisa Hannigan-see sew

and

gregory and the hawk-moenie & kitchi

as well as an amoeba bag

yes that indeed was nice.

i was listening to death cab last night.

i had forgotten how much i truly love them.

even the new stuff.

i know it was pretty big on the radio for a while but i simply love i will possess your heart.

the complete version actually.

the first 4 minutes of instrumental are just haunting.

anyways.

i'm gonna make some more tea.

-M

p.s. and try to figure out what to do about thursday.