so the pain is finally gone.
but the embarassment is still there.
i called my grandmother today.
and found out that not only her but my aunt and grandfather know
about alejandro and my mishap with the yeast and kidney infection.
and apparently it's all the buzz..
why in the hell my dad chooses now to but into not only my personal but also sex life.
is beyond me and why he's choosing to speak to his mother about it drives me up a wall.
now i have my grandmother in my ear talking to me about SIDS..
she means STDs.
but doesn't know the difference.
i need to seperate myself fromall of this quickly.
i'm staying with him.
i love him and i'm choosing to stay .
i've weighed all my options and i choose him.
if that makes me stupid then i guess i'll learn.
-m