last night was awesome..
i'm so happy for adam.
i wish my camera hadn't broke.
i'm excited for summer though the heat isn't fun.
my dad took off for the weekend him and some friends rented a house in havasu and he has his boat so well..
he'll be on a boat this weekend..
i'm off.
need to get ready for a carnival date.
-m
Saturday, May 29, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
dear mom:
i am perfectly aware that life is expensive..
i don't expect to live on dreams..
if i wanna leave the l.a. area i expect to have to be able to afford it.
i am not delusional.
so stop being a fucking killjoy.
and let me make my own decisions without you shooting them down every other minute.
and if your so willing to point out the faults in my plans shouldn't you be willing to help out with these said faults?.
-M
i am perfectly aware that life is expensive..
i don't expect to live on dreams..
if i wanna leave the l.a. area i expect to have to be able to afford it.
i am not delusional.
so stop being a fucking killjoy.
and let me make my own decisions without you shooting them down every other minute.
and if your so willing to point out the faults in my plans shouldn't you be willing to help out with these said faults?.
-M
Sunday, May 16, 2010
i got back from my grandmothers on friday.
she's a lot worse than she used to be.
she's so tired all the time.
dad knows the story.
so does my grandma.
all she talks about is death .
she'll spurt out tears in the middle of a nice conversation.
i know she's scared and i'm not sure how to help her.
she slept all while i was there.
i made dinner and dessert for the family and
we watched a movie together.
that house is a war zone.
when it was meant to be a place of peace.
i was told recently my grandfather moved out there to be closer to his brother.
and then a year or so later his brother died.
there is cameras set up in and around the house because of my grandfather's paranoia.
i just want things to get better for her.
i'm gonna try to go out there again when my dad heads out.
-m
she's a lot worse than she used to be.
she's so tired all the time.
dad knows the story.
so does my grandma.
all she talks about is death .
she'll spurt out tears in the middle of a nice conversation.
i know she's scared and i'm not sure how to help her.
she slept all while i was there.
i made dinner and dessert for the family and
we watched a movie together.
that house is a war zone.
when it was meant to be a place of peace.
i was told recently my grandfather moved out there to be closer to his brother.
and then a year or so later his brother died.
there is cameras set up in and around the house because of my grandfather's paranoia.
i just want things to get better for her.
i'm gonna try to go out there again when my dad heads out.
-m
Thursday, May 6, 2010
up late again.
it's 12:53 right now.
and i desperately want to sleep.
but i can't because
my father is blasting:
nickelback
lady gaga
beyonce
ludacris
rihanna
and various others..
now while this is very very annoying this late.
it's also even more so annoying because he has a girl in his room as well.
while i don't know what kind of girl would find his huge flat screen tv and bluray player, and live in daughter appealing somehow he's found one.
on top of that it's WEDNESDAY..
this isn't the weekend..
wtf??..
so tired..
need sleep.
-M
and i desperately want to sleep.
but i can't because
my father is blasting:
nickelback
lady gaga
beyonce
ludacris
rihanna
and various others..
now while this is very very annoying this late.
it's also even more so annoying because he has a girl in his room as well.
while i don't know what kind of girl would find his huge flat screen tv and bluray player, and live in daughter appealing somehow he's found one.
on top of that it's WEDNESDAY..
this isn't the weekend..
wtf??..
so tired..
need sleep.
-M
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