boys boys boys.

i could be at the grammys right now!!!..
i need to go to the stupid 1 time event seminar..
i hate that our class always gets out so late..
a bunch of students at our school are working the grammys tonight.
thing are getting better at school i'm more sure of myself....
well at least a bit.
i'm gonna be sous again on tuesday.
we will see how it goes..
my heart is still torn..
i know it's my own fault.
i'm trying to let go.
but yeah..
i know
broken record...
ugh..
v-day is coming up.
it should be interesting.
he says he has plans for me.
not to mention he is taking me out next friday..
a real date..
and by he i mean danny.
so we'll see.
-m

am i that easily forgotten?..
my heart is in my throat right now..
and my only question is am i that easily forgotten.?.
i felt like a child again..
ignored and alone.
but then again when am i not?.
-m
another sad post.

oh how i wish.
i could live in a series of moments.
for the rest of my time.
happiness is too fleeting and fickle.
and how i wish this feeling of being infinite would last as long
as my heart beats.
-m