Friday, February 13, 2009

Manuel and i are heading to Nevada next weekend for his and my grandfather's birthday
my grandparents live in a new four bedroom house which has already been not literally demolished but it has been taken quite a toll on..
they have four dogs..
my grandparents use one room
my aunt Kathy who is blind lives with them in another room..
my dad although he does not live there has a room set up for himself since he helped buy the house.
and the other room is basically used for storage..
Manuel and i are going and i just found out that my aunt Tina and her husband and I'm assuming my cousin as well..
i don't know how this is going to work.
it's gonna suck..
and she's a yuppie and by that i mean shes a bit of a bitch or at least can be..
and i know.. that there is no way that Manuel and i are getting the room..
.:sigh:.
i don't know..
I'll make sure to take many pictures of our trip..and such..
but I'm still not at excited as i was..
tomorrow is the big V-day..
Manuel and i have changed our plans at least 4 times..
i have no clue now whats gonna happened..
it didn't help that another fight occurred ..
i wish fights were more apparent sometimes..
like if we were mad at each other we'd just go at it..
because this underlying warfare is driving me crazy..
i know it's mostly my fault ..
I'm the kind of girl who expects boys to read her mind..
but i realize you really do have to spell out everything that your upset about..
and to be it just sounds naggy so i refuse to do it..
so i stick to the silent treatment.
which does nothing..
i need to come up with a new strategy.
-M
p.s. I'm looking for a newsboy cap..
anyone knows where to find a good one let me know..
I'm going to urban outfitters tomorrow but forty bucks seems a bit steep for a hat..
p.s.s. i had planned to send out quite a few valentines ..
but i lost quite a few of them.. no correction misplaced them..
if they come in a bit late please don't judge me..
xoxxoxoxooxoxooxoxo

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