will be going to the comic book store next month on a monday or thursday just to see that nerd named chris who is absolutely adorable..
and extremely helpful.

first christmas gift.

i went out with a guy last night.
and he bought me this as a christmas gift because he knew i wanted it bad.

final.

Thank god it's over.
chef stopped me in the middle and told me i looked like i was going to throw up.
and i said no chef i'm fine..
all quiet and nervous like.
oye.
i know i didn't ace it.
stupid soup.
ugh.
stupid fish.
i feel like i kicked ass on my chicken roulade with port wine sauce.
yum.
damn fish. damn soup.
i'm thinking B..
that would be nice.
-M.

AMRI.

i cut my hair.
and i want to do a cute choppy emo cut in the back but i can't see the back and i don't want to cut the crap out of my hands and scalp with the razorblade..
help is needed
PLEASE?....
:(
-M

i met someone today.

i met a girl today..
my bad luck is she is probably straight.
but i was getting such a good vibe from her.
i dunno..
we'll see.
but i'm sure i'm in for a rude awakening.
i'm not entirely sure how to ask a girl if she's into seeing other girls without her looking at me funny..
oye.
it seems that alot of the people at the school are weirded out by that kind of thing but i don't see why. dunno.
-m

-p.s.
this is her.

she doesn't have the super cute haircut anymore.

but still..

hum.

dora makes everything better.

FUCK MY FUCKING LIFE
alone again
feel as used as ever.
kill me now.