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so today i made an impulse purchase at B&N. (Barnes and Noble)
which is entitled GEEK GIRLS UNITE by LESLIE SIMON
and i cannot put it down.
i don't know i feel like yeah its speaking to me but not just that its a manifesto for girls like me.
and that yeah its okay.. and rather be proud.
and since i'm not particularly into just one section of the book
i.e.
FANGIRL GEEK
LITERARY GEEK
FILM GEEK
MUSIC GEEK
FUNNY-GIRL GEEK
DOMESTIC GODDESS GEEK
i feel like while i am mostly film i possess qualities of all these awesome geekery sections.
and i fully intend on embracing them even more so.
so.
in further geekery sectioned off in the film horror catagory.
i watched splice tonight.
adrien brody and sarah polley.
and
well first spoiler alert.
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while the movie was pretty decent.
there were some scenes in it. that well.
weren't necessarily graphic in nature.
but whatever sort of lady wood i would of had was immediately diminished.
and i mean when your guy turns to you after a certain scene and says yeah i don't think we'll be having sex tonight.
i think that the movie has either done its job.. or.. completely hasn't..
i'm not quite sure on that one.
so .
the spoiler is.
adrien brody fucks the creation..
and then the creation fucks sarah polley.
to much just thinking about it.
um not so much.
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so work.
they cut my hours.
the first time they have in the year that i have been working there.
and well.
i can't decide if i'm crazy annoyed or not.
time will tell.
i have a feeling my time there is well on some sorta timer.
i'm not sure.
everything feels shaky.
and i know i annoy the fuck out of john.
and well.
i guess thats fine.
are personalities are way to similar to the point where we never know when eachother is just fucking around or serious.
he sees me as the joy sucking, bitch.
and i really don't know what i see him as.
but its fucked.
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so my birthday dinner was awesome.
we went to http://lulacafe.com/
i had the lamb breast and omg.
so awesome.
and fatty and unexpected.
it was very romantic.
and it got me out of the slump that i've been burying myself in lately.
i don't know whats wrong with me..
i usually began most posts with that before.
but i've been off lately.
in my head to much again.
but i will say our place is finally starting to come together.
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so.
that is all for now.
oh did i mention my hair is luscious raspberry at the moment.
blue again next. i miss blue envy.
until next time.
-M
p.s. big bang gets bret spiner OMG. awesome!

luscious raspberry

feeling so blah today ..
will fully take advantage of my day off.
by lounging watching reruns of bad tv shows.
dying my hair.
doing laundry and all around cleaning up the box cluttered apartment we now have.
josh is working . i'll see him late tonight birthday in three days.
scary excited.
-M
will post pictures later