i'm at my mamas right now..
washed dishes..
need sleep so i can wake up..
and play with the kids tomorrow..
oye i wish i could of found my contact solution..
then i could of worn them for thanksgiving..
i am not looking forward to it this year though.
mostly because of the people coming..
ugh..
i am excited about the cooking and smells and such though..
:)..
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thanksgiving was okay..
my cranberry sauce was a hit..
a big one..
no one touched the canned crap..
manuel's mom bought a christmas tree.
and i now realize i'm gonna not only freeze in seattle
but starve..
i have no one to blame but myself..
so i suppose i can't complain..
either way things never seem to be looking up..
fuck.
-M

poppies will put them to sleep.

so i'm over halfway finished with my quilt.

super excited that i'm almost done..

i just have the back to put on and the sides.

which is a really pretty poppy print.

it's funny because everytime i finished a block i looked at jenny and squeaked..

omg.. i did it.

i didn't know i was able to work with this stuff..

i thought i couldn't because my mom can't

learn something new everyday huh.

may i present my first quilt.

-M

p.s. right now i'm working on crocheting my first scarf.

it's a gryffindor scarf..

but that didn't stop manuel from looking at it pointing with a face of disgust and saying "U.S.C"??????

i'm tired yet simultaneously excited.

vidal called we agreed to go tomorrow at 1:30 to see
let the right one in.
i'm just elated..
yes still really tired..
.:yawn:. and goodnight..
-M
p.s. saw this and thought it was completely adorable since i am in love with zooey deschanel and am currently re-reading harry potter and the deathly hallows..
still amazing even the second time around..

S.G.

about a year ago i applied to suicide girls.

and they accepted me..

i've been working up the courage ever since to tell myself to go through with it.

i've been telling myself..

just lose ten pounds than i'll be comfortable enough to strip and be photographed..

i'm happy with my body, i am.

i don't really have the desire to lose weight..
but i feel i should for some reason..

does that make any sense??.

i still have the desire to do it.

but i need to think themes,photographer, paperwork..

the whole deal.
anyways

here are the pictures that they saw and thought yeah she's different..
she would look hawt naked.

-M

saturday.quince.

last saturday my boyfriends ska band played at a quince.
so i'm gonna post some pictures because i can't get the vid to work.
their setlist included.
old days (slackers)
certain girl (slackers)
she wants to be alone (slackers)
lalala means i love you (alton ellis)
oye como va (santana)
sound of bombshell (aggrolites)
work song (slackers)
most of the songs were well received.
but funny thing was their set list was split..
and it's a pretty short list..
so they played three songs..
with autumn leaves earlier on and then later on in the night..
they played the others and then reprised the three songs they had played earlier..
which caused some confusion and looks that screamed "didn't they play this already"..
but it was fun..
i took photos i danced it was awesome..
-M

i've created this blog because i got to much flack on my other.
and by flack i mean bullshit comments from people who are supposed to be friends..
i don't take criticism to well from people who are uber close to me
what can i say..
when you pour you heart into something and get a reaction like.
"wtf is zat"
it breaks your spirit a bit..
-M

p.s. this is me.